05 January 2005

Back and Better than Ever

A LOT. i mean a lot. just stuff. a lot of stuff. But its over. the year is over and i have taken the chance to start anew. Everything that i didnt like at the end of last year, i just pushed away and i forgot about it. That was 2004. Things i was struggling to do or get together, i am just putting my nose to the grindstone and doing it cus thats what growing up is all about. I have gone through a lot in relationships and personally as well. I have learned so much about myself in the past couple months. Most importantly i learned that i am at the same time a lot stronger and not as strong as i thought. I found myself breaking down in situations that i never thought would get the best of me as well as suprising myself with my strength and resolve in situations that i wouldnt have been able to deal with just a year ago.

So this blog entry is about a new beginning. I will be posting a lot more often cus i am learning a lot and taking up a bunch of new hobbies. I will not be writing about anything that happened last year. Not much has had the chance to happen this year so this blog entry is short. I made a list of new years resolutions in a little notebook where i keep track of my progress towards each one. I have set deadlines and made sure i took the first step towards each goal before the end of last year so i had a jump start. This is going to be an amazing year, for you and for me too. Stay tuned!!

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